In Your Eyes


What would you do if your loved ones die in front of you?
What is she probably saying to her son during her last moment?
How would you feel if you are the boy?










STOP WAR!

Ya Allah, forgive me for my sins.
Please save those innocent muslims in Lebanon from harm.
I'll pray for you, dear boy.
Be strong.
Have faith in God.


Dearest Mum and Dad,

No words can express how much you mean to me.
It is just unutterable.

You raised me for 16 long years.
I've grown really big and unscathed.

I know how rebellious I was 2 years ago.
Got myself tattoos, multiple piercings.
I started drinking, shoplifting.
Involving myself with gangsters, bad companies.
And I really think that God must have sent an angel from above to protect me.
I got away with the police, even from getting kicked out of school.
I'm one lucky girl.
I've already changed for the better.
And let bygones be bygones.

I'm surprised that you still trust me.
Well of course you can.
I never did all those things already.
You gave me freedom which I thought I would never have after those incidents.
You let me do what I want to do.
As in the things which is not wrong but may be wrong to some.
I'm curfewless, and I know that piercings, tattoos are against the religion.
I can't help it. I'm a human being.
We only live once in a lifetime.
Well sometimes I do feel like trying other extreme things in life.

You no longer chide me like how you used to whenever you found
ciggarettes or lighters in my possesion.
Also when I went home late or do sleepovers.
Even when you caught me red-handed wearing my lip rings, tongue stud, belly stud.
Now everything, it's like not a big deal already.
You can even calmly asked me,

"Ayu, were you smoking just now? Cause I smell cigarrette".

And I'ld say yes. But then again, I'm not admonished by you.

I really wonder why.
But I thank you and I appreciate it.
I'm sixteen years old and I can think for myself now what's right and wrong.

And I shall not disappoint you both.
Big sister is a gone case. And now you're depending on me. I know.
I make one's word, I'll take care of you when I grow up.
I will shower you with perpetual love and care till the day I die.

P.S : Mum and Dad, I Love You.

I look at temptation right in the eye.
And then I make my own decision.
- Yulia McCutcheon

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