Tuesday, July 24, 2007
LuminousCan you stand another love letter to you?
There is always so much to tell you.
1) The longer I stay here, the stupider I get.
Because I spend so much time simplifying my language in order to be understood,
it seems to me that my thoughts are also getting simpler.
2) I miss you. Hey, I think I've said that enough lately? I miss you.
3) When I really write to you, I try to stay positive, but really,
there is alot about being here that sucks and the only way to be
pretty okay with it is to tell the exciting stories.
4) Still in reality, I spend alot of time lately thinking about you,
wanting to be with you, homesick for you.
Don't think that everything is just a bed of roses, you know.
5) I still breathe you.
6) Still wishing you will make everything luminous, less complicated?
And I don't think I am stupid or a baby for wanting this.
I am so much older now, you're much older too.
We get to not be a drag if we don't want to.
I will : Stick by you through thick and thin, promise you the world,
bring you beauty and happiness, take care of you, run away with you.
The magic words : "I know I want you."
That's all it would take, love.
I am : Serious and unembarrassed for the first time ever.
ready for love at 3:53 PM.