Saturday, August 02, 2008
Wreckless So, what is wreckless?
It's what I do instead of watching TV, or buying stuff, or getting wasted.
Sometimes it's Saturday afternoon and all you want to do is sit in your room
and cry because your heart is broken.
Or your career isn't taking off.
Or you are just hot and grumpy and hate everyone.
Sometimes, instead, you go and drag your grumpy, hot friends off of the sofa.
Get out that aerosol can of fake pantyhose you dumpstered, and cut out a
stencil of your favorite animal, or that anchor tattoo you've always secretly
wanted and give yourself fake birthmarks.
The uncertainty.
The queasiness in your stomach driving you nuts so that half of you just wants
to run away or just kiss, and have everything all straightened out again.
Where did I go wrong?
I've apologised, and explained.
Yet you're still being cold towards me and I don't know why.
Cara just texted me.
" Hey babes MOS tonight k. Sam's birthday let's get high !!! :D "Know what? Fuck it.
This is me reveling in this moment, lucky and happy to be feeling so queasy
and excited to say;
" Count me in, the Andro gang's in the house tonight! Woohooo! "
Wreckless.
Because it's cool to be happy.
But it's even cooler to be happy WITH you.
ready for love at 4:43 PM.